Maeva Fages

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Flirting with the Unknown

Dancing with one of my best partners...I call you “my sweet unknown”. 🌻☘️🌻
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Quite an intense relationship I have with you.
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Sometimes there is immense joy & excitement between us in the prospects of ongoing discovering & expanding. And I always long for these moments when new insights & explorations are tasted, nourishing my enquiries.
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Sometimes, however, let’s face it, I want to break up with you. I then long to be reassured in my primal need to know, to control and, to rest in the comfort of knowing....Sometimes, you do stretch me to the limits of Trust. Argh...
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But here I am, forever learning to dance with you, maybe the dance of a Life, beloved & mysterious Unknown. It seems that we are called to nourish our intimacy together in all its nuances.
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Dancing with You, beloved Unknown. What a ride, Olalala.
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I know well that my soul & body cannot live without you, so I’d better learn to vibe well with you and soften into you.
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It seems that when I am stuck in the comfort of too much knowing, here you come to kick my ass (is that very yogi to even write this?!), to dissolve that perception & encourage me to explore new layers in the landscape of “knowledge”, deeply nourishing a vibe of humility.
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Too much “knowing” has always scared me.
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The world of “certainty” paralyses me in its potential arrogance & supremacy thinking that could bring harm in way or another.
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The world of the known or certainty is like anything, impermanent. Sometimes, I do feel I have to write a new page every day and as exhausting it can be at times, it does feel aligned to flirt with Doubt.
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The unknown is a critical step to get to the known...
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The unknown is the path to the knowing.
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When we think we know, we somehow stop expanding.
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Rediscover, always & always what you feel you know. Get to the deeper layers of this knowing. And let’s not be afraid of these unknown phases as I see them, though so uncomfortable at times, as the forever source or spark that gets us into another dimension of knowledge.
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How is your own dance with the unknown? Can you relate to these enquiries or contemplations?
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Lovingly unknowing 🌻☘️🌻